![[identity profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/openid.png){kind=small}
dragoon-rising.livejournal.com posting in ![[community profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/community.png){kind=small}
mooglenet_backup[Vague apology is going to be vague, but that's how Kain does these things. He'll leave it public partially as an act of penance, partially because he's still readjusting to these devices and their filters. He isn't even sure that all of these people are here- he's been gone from Gaia for only a couple weeks, but to him it feels much, much longer. Don't worry Zidane, when he realizes you're not here, he'll bother you when you arrive.]
Cecil. Squall. Onion Knight. Bartz. Firion. Zidane. I apologize to all of you, especially.
I should also extend that apology to the other warriors of Cosmos as well.
I'm... sorry.
[He's still recovering, but he can't finish this without offering:]
...and if anyone has need for another fighter, I can be there at once.
Cecil. Squall. Onion Knight. Bartz. Firion. Zidane. I apologize to all of you, especially.
I should also extend that apology to the other warriors of Cosmos as well.
I'm... sorry.
[He's still recovering, but he can't finish this without offering:]
...and if anyone has need for another fighter, I can be there at once.
![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
[Voice/Filtered]
Date: 2011-04-27 03:37 am (UTC)[Kain's not so sure he wants to be the one telling her about this, the reason why she in particular has forgotten so much.]
...right, well... my strongest memories are of the latest cycle I was involved in. It might be different for everyone.
[Voice/Filtered]
Date: 2011-04-27 03:56 am (UTC)[Terra can tell that much, and it increases her dread even more so. Just what happened that he's so reluctant to talk about?]
[Voice/Filtered]
Date: 2011-04-27 04:04 am (UTC)[Voice/Filtered]
Date: 2011-04-27 04:22 am (UTC)[Voice/Filtered]
Date: 2011-04-27 04:35 am (UTC)[Voice/Filtered]
Date: 2011-04-27 04:44 am (UTC)[Voice/Filtered]
Date: 2011-04-27 05:06 am (UTC)[And Tidus that he know of so far. He isn't sure, but he'd be willing to assume there may have been at least one more.]
[Voice/Filtered]
Date: 2011-04-27 05:11 am (UTC)[...never do so willingly. And then Kain's earlier comment comes to haunt her.]
[Voice/Filtered]
Date: 2011-04-27 05:27 am (UTC)[He struggles for something reassuring to say. This is definitely going to make him more cautious and unwilling to tell people too much about the battles, after this.]
...I'm... sorry.
[Voice/Filtered]
Date: 2011-04-27 05:32 am (UTC)[Her voice trembles a bit at the end.]
[Voice/Filtered]
Date: 2011-04-27 05:38 am (UTC)[Voice/Filtered]
Date: 2011-04-27 05:45 am (UTC)[Voice/Filtered]
Date: 2011-04-27 05:52 am (UTC)Yes.
[He hates bearing this news. Especially to someone like Terra, who's been so understanding of his previous actions against her. He also even remembers fighting her in the war, but, he'll spare details for the moment.]
[Voice/Filtered]
Date: 2011-04-27 05:59 am (UTC)...when I was in the Void, he made a comment about how serving Chaos suited me so much better. I thought he was just taunting me, since it's not as though anything he says can be trusted, but....
...he was telling the truth.
[Voice/Filtered]
Date: 2011-04-27 06:04 am (UTC)...unfortunately.
But it sounds as if you at least... remained free from him in the cycle that followed?
[Voice/Filtered]
Date: 2011-04-27 06:10 am (UTC)For a brief time, I was controlled again...but I didn't remember that until Memoria. The boy said it was the Cloud of Darkness' doing. That's why I had to ask....
[Voice/Filtered]
Date: 2011-04-27 06:13 am (UTC)[Voice/Filtered]
Date: 2011-04-27 06:15 am (UTC)[Voice/Filtered]
Date: 2011-04-27 06:40 am (UTC)[Voice/Filtered]
Date: 2011-04-27 06:45 am (UTC)[She really needs to think about something else for a bit.]
[Voice/Filtered]
Date: 2011-04-27 09:09 pm (UTC)[Voice/Filtered]
Date: 2011-04-27 10:41 pm (UTC)[So she thought.]
I...don't remember those people being in the Void, and as far as I know, they don't either. Yet.
[Voice/Filtered]
Date: 2011-04-27 11:19 pm (UTC)Nor do any of you... I wonder now if those memories could ever be recovered.
[But whether or not any of them know or recall anything, he feels his need to apologize is important.]
[Voice/Filtered]
Date: 2011-04-27 11:27 pm (UTC)[Pause.]
No that I think about it, there were a couple of moments of deja vu, but I didn't have the time to dwell on that while we were searching for the crystals.
[Voice/Filtered]
Date: 2011-04-28 12:54 am (UTC)There was never time to dwell in all of those battles.
[Voice/Filtered]
From:[Voice/Filtered]
From:[Voice/Filtered]
From:[Voice/Filtered]
From:[Voice/Filtered]
From:[Voice/Filtered]
From:[Voice/Filtered]
From:[Voice/Filtered]
From:[Voice/Filtered]
From:[Voice/Filtered]
From:[Voice/Filtered]
From:[Voice/Filtered]
From:[Voice/Filtered]
From:[Voice/Filtered]
From:[Voice/Filtered]
From:[Voice/Filtered]
From:[Voice/Filtered]
From:[Voice/Filtered]
From:[Voice/Filtered]
From:[Voice/Filtered]
From:[Voice/Filtered]
From:[Voice/Filtered]
From: