[After escorting Basch and Noah to Narshe and paying Penelo a visit in Lindblum, Balthier has one more order of business to attend to, this time without company. Ring ring, Celes!]
Not really. Just to put an end to him, but I've already heard that happens, so... there's no reason for me to want to go home. [Aside from to be with Locke again, but... even then... she wouldn't trade everything she's found here for that.]
The people at home will never accept me, even a year later. It's better that I just stay here.
[It wouldn't be the first time someone had doubted her and probably wouldn't be the last, either.]
When I said, up on your ship, I'd killed people in cold blood before, I wasn't kidding. I'm not proud of it by any means, but... when you torch an entire town, people don't tend to forgive you so easily.
I didn't think you were. [He shook his head, making his earrings jangle again.]
There are ways to achieve redemption, though it's a long and difficult road. Captain fon Ronsenburg is still known as a kingslayer in Ivalice. It will take years to clear his name properly, to get people to accept the truth of what happened, but he endeavors nonetheless.
... though I must admit, I like my way better. [He smirks just a touch behind his glass.] Change your name and set flight... come to Gaia. A better place for both of us, I think.
I hope that you do manage, someday. All of us must face down our demons sooner or later, try as we may to outrun them. You'll feel far freer for it, I'm certain. [Take your own advice, Balthier, even if it's to be done on a much smaller scale.]
[She doesn't answer for a minute, watching him from under her eyelashes, though her head is tilted downward. He's an interesting person, to be sure. She can't quite figure him out.]
...Thank you. For listening. Not many people would sit next to a townslayer with a straight face.
Indeed, I count myself fortunate. You'd be so busy you'd never have a moment to spare to chat. [He laughs faintly. Indeed, he's quite impressed with himself, having earned another smirk.]
[Balthier's glass is refilled as well, having just drained the last of it.]
Well, we cannot have that. Allow myself to become so predictable? I won't stand for it. [He offers her a more genuine smile.] Perhaps just once or twice more, then.
I do. I treasure my freedom, you see, and keeping people guessing has always been a part of ensuring that I get to keep it. However, you can always trust an unpredictable man to be predictably unpredictable. [He shrugs easily, smiling behind his glass as he takes a rather long swig of line.] Fran and Captain fon Ronsenburg have been around long enough that I don't sneak much by them anymore. The same can be said for Penelo.
I can tell you're not one for being predictably boring, either. Next time I have questions about you, I'll be sure to go to them first. [Ohhh yeah, she's smirking as she takes her own sip of wine.]
[He laughs again, downing much of the contents of his glass in a single go.] I should be glad, then, that all of them are likely to paint me in a good light, yes? Do check with Penelo -- she would be the most forthcoming. [He winks.]
More the latter, if anything -- I do have to fly, after all, so I'm afraid I'll be switching to water once this glass is through. It's difficult to get a good burn from wine, you realize. Have to drink it quickly if you wish to feel it go down.
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Date: 2011-05-11 04:42 pm (UTC)The people at home will never accept me, even a year later. It's better that I just stay here.
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Date: 2011-05-11 04:47 pm (UTC)I'm glad Gaia has offered a better life for you. It has for many. Provided a second or even third chance for many who desired it.
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Date: 2011-05-11 04:51 pm (UTC)Gaia is... a combination of special and infuriating.
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Date: 2011-05-11 04:53 pm (UTC)[He watches her with interest, patient.]
It is, at that.
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Date: 2011-05-11 04:57 pm (UTC)When I said, up on your ship, I'd killed people in cold blood before, I wasn't kidding. I'm not proud of it by any means, but... when you torch an entire town, people don't tend to forgive you so easily.
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Date: 2011-05-11 05:02 pm (UTC)There are ways to achieve redemption, though it's a long and difficult road. Captain fon Ronsenburg is still known as a kingslayer in Ivalice. It will take years to clear his name properly, to get people to accept the truth of what happened, but he endeavors nonetheless.
... though I must admit, I like my way better. [He smirks just a touch behind his glass.] Change your name and set flight... come to Gaia. A better place for both of us, I think.
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Date: 2011-05-11 05:05 pm (UTC)Well, I've got the last part covered. No name change, though. It's not like anyone here knows what I've done.
[ Beat. ] I've been trying for almost three years to forgive myself. Maybe it'll happen someday.
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Date: 2011-05-11 05:13 pm (UTC)...Thank you. For listening. Not many people would sit next to a townslayer with a straight face.
[Wording used intentionally.]
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Date: 2011-05-11 05:28 pm (UTC)[This is about when her wine glass gets refilled. What? She's not a lightweight.]
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Date: 2011-05-11 05:33 pm (UTC)Well, we cannot have that. Allow myself to become so predictable? I won't stand for it. [He offers her a more genuine smile.] Perhaps just once or twice more, then.
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Date: 2011-05-11 05:35 pm (UTC)[Like tonight for example.] Remind me to be prepared at any moment, then.
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Date: 2011-05-11 05:50 pm (UTC)[She does, however, raise her eyebrows at his glass.] Are you that happy to get inebriated or is the wine just that tasty?
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Date: 2011-05-11 06:49 pm (UTC)[She ducks her head though and takes a dainty sip of her wine for contrast.]
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