029 - Rinoa - Video
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mooglenet_backup[Rinoa is back in her room in Garden. She's curled up on the bed, hugging her dog, Angelo. The pair are inseparable. Rinoa can't look at anyone else without the memories of everything she did getting in the way. But Angelo loves her. Even though she locked Angelo up and left her, a dog's love is unconditional and Rinoa is clinging to that right now.
She looks at the camera for several long moments. She knows that she has to apologise to everyone, but what can she say?]
...I'm sorry.
[And that's all Rinoa can manage for now. She leans forward and the feed switches off.]
She looks at the camera for several long moments. She knows that she has to apologise to everyone, but what can she say?]
...I'm sorry.
[And that's all Rinoa can manage for now. She leans forward and the feed switches off.]
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[Voice]
Date: 2010-09-22 09:14 pm (UTC)You know where to find me.
[Voice]
Date: 2010-09-23 02:28 am (UTC)[Voice]
Date: 2010-09-24 12:28 am (UTC)[Voice > Action]
Date: 2010-09-24 02:01 am (UTC)[Selphie shows up at Rinoa's door about half an hour later and knocks on the door.]
[Action]
Date: 2010-09-24 12:11 pm (UTC)Who is it?
[She's expecting Selphie, but it could be someone else. Rinoa doesn't want a nasty surprise.]
[Action]
Date: 2010-09-24 09:57 pm (UTC)It's me.
[Action]
Date: 2010-09-25 05:41 pm (UTC)[Sitting cross-legged, she rests her hands in her lap and tries to compose herself.]
[Action]
Date: 2010-09-25 10:29 pm (UTC)What the hell were you thinking?
[Action]
Date: 2010-09-26 06:57 pm (UTC)I - I don't know. I wasn't.
[Action]
Date: 2010-09-26 08:24 pm (UTC)But you helped us fight Ultimecia back home... why would you give in to her here?
[Action]
Date: 2010-09-26 08:37 pm (UTC)I was possessed by her back home too, you know that. I guess... On my own... I just wasn't strong enough.
[Action]
Date: 2010-09-26 09:05 pm (UTC)[Action]
Date: 2010-09-27 06:46 pm (UTC)[She shakes her head and lies back, passing her hand over her eyes.]
I don't know, okay? I don't have any answers.
[Action]
Date: 2010-09-28 12:02 am (UTC)You do have the answers.
[Action]
Date: 2010-09-30 08:37 pm (UTC)No, I don't! Do you think that if I did, all this would be killing me right now? Do you think I haven't thought about it? Everything she did - the way she got to me - I don't know, Selphie, I got so confused that I couldn't tell what was me and what was her any more. It wasn't a simple takeover. It was... longer. And slower.
What do you want me to say? That I chose to give in? That I should have resisted more - I know that! Maybe deep down inside I'm just a monster, maybe that's it. Maybe they should have killed me, because that's what you do to monsters. That's what they deserve.
[She's crying now, sobbing even. Everything she went through in prison is coming back to her.]
[Action]
Date: 2010-10-01 01:21 am (UTC)Hyne, you're as bad as Squall! Why the hell didn't you say something sooner if she'd been trying to possess you for months on end? We would've helped you in anyway that we could have. I bet we could've found someone like Doc Odine or something. Why in the world would you ever dream of trying to take on something like that on your own?! And dammit Rinoa, monsters are one thing but people are another matter entirely! Why... why...
[Dammit, now Selphie's crying too.]
We're your friends aren't we? We would've helped you in every way possible!
[Action]
Date: 2010-10-01 11:39 pm (UTC)Finally, she shakes her head desperately, moving to take Selphie's hands.]
No... No... That's not how it was. I didn't know, Selphie. I swear I didn't know. If I'd known, I would have told someone. I would have.
[Action]
Date: 2010-10-03 11:17 pm (UTC)I know...
[Action]
Date: 2010-10-04 07:48 pm (UTC)[She sniffs, trying and failing to stop the tears.]
[Action]
Date: 2010-10-04 10:02 pm (UTC)[Action]
Date: 2010-10-05 05:06 pm (UTC)[Action]
Date: 2010-10-09 03:19 pm (UTC)So what happens now?
[Action]
Date: 2010-10-09 08:34 pm (UTC)[Rinoa shakes her head. The future feels like a blank to her at the moment.]
We have to move on. Somehow.
[Action]
Date: 2010-10-10 01:16 am (UTC)[Action]
Date: 2010-10-10 07:48 pm (UTC)[Action]
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