[ video post ]
Sep. 11th, 2009 08:16 am![[identity profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/openid.png)
[ The video pans along Alexandria's skyline, settling on the castle for a few seconds before the devide is turned to focus on Fran, sat on a rooftop, with a bottle of ale. ]
Check out the view! Beautiful, isn't it? Yet, even so, I still do not feel at ease in this world. I feel as though I am merely drifting along with no real purpose. I cannot remember ever feeling this way before. Even when I left Eruyt I felt as though my life had reason, even if I didn't find it right away.
Here I feel as though I am not truly needed. Mjrn has grown up so much, she has spread her wings. She does not need her big sister looking over her. In fact, it seems that within this world she knows far more people than I could ever hope to, and confidence seems to flow from her.
And then there is Balthier...
[ She turns the device away from herself to focus on the castle once more instead of her face. ]
Even though he is unsettled and unhappy in this place, I still do not believe he truly needs me anymore. He is far more than capable of coping by himself. I do not know how much longer our partnership shall last, and that scares me...
[ She turns the device back to face herself, sadness lingering in those crimson eyes. ]
I shall see what this world holds for me. I shall not simply fade away...
[ She looks as though she wants to say something else, but instead simply switches the device off. ]
Check out the view! Beautiful, isn't it? Yet, even so, I still do not feel at ease in this world. I feel as though I am merely drifting along with no real purpose. I cannot remember ever feeling this way before. Even when I left Eruyt I felt as though my life had reason, even if I didn't find it right away.
Here I feel as though I am not truly needed. Mjrn has grown up so much, she has spread her wings. She does not need her big sister looking over her. In fact, it seems that within this world she knows far more people than I could ever hope to, and confidence seems to flow from her.
And then there is Balthier...
[ She turns the device away from herself to focus on the castle once more instead of her face. ]
Even though he is unsettled and unhappy in this place, I still do not believe he truly needs me anymore. He is far more than capable of coping by himself. I do not know how much longer our partnership shall last, and that scares me...
[ She turns the device back to face herself, sadness lingering in those crimson eyes. ]
I shall see what this world holds for me. I shall not simply fade away...
[ She looks as though she wants to say something else, but instead simply switches the device off. ]