[He gazes at her face in that odd, quiet and calm way he's so accustomed to displaying. And he shakes his head. This is going to be hard. The girl knows nothing over his dilemmas, his problems, and his constant struggles with what threatens to engulf him. She knows nothing of blue mages, after all. But he knows more than most what she is experiencing. And he knows that she is doing herself no favours. If she were a blue mage, what she's putting herself through would push her over the edge and into her true form.]
It will mean nothing to you. Not from me. but you must know and you must believe me that torturing yourself speeds things. You have to see things in another way, and you have to believe in the person which you are- that you are not governed by this. You were not born to become this, were you?
[Yes, he knows the answer is a negative.]
You have reason to exist as yourself. You must believe in that reason, or you are nothing but a starting product -- or a time bomb, as you say. Do you understand?
[There's a slight pause. He can only do what Vincent did when he asked the same of him -- to kill him if he ever lost control. Not falter in the answer.]
You have my word that I will not tell a soul about this. And... yes. If you lose control, I will end your existence. If I can.
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Date: 2011-06-22 06:04 pm (UTC)[He gazes at her face in that odd, quiet and calm way he's so accustomed to displaying. And he shakes his head. This is going to be hard. The girl knows nothing over his dilemmas, his problems, and his constant struggles with what threatens to engulf him. She knows nothing of blue mages, after all. But he knows more than most what she is experiencing. And he knows that she is doing herself no favours. If she were a blue mage, what she's putting herself through would push her over the edge and into her true form.]
It will mean nothing to you. Not from me. but you must know and you must believe me that torturing yourself speeds things. You have to see things in another way, and you have to believe in the person which you are- that you are not governed by this. You were not born to become this, were you?
[Yes, he knows the answer is a negative.]
You have reason to exist as yourself. You must believe in that reason, or you are nothing but a starting product -- or a time bomb, as you say. Do you understand?
[There's a slight pause. He can only do what Vincent did when he asked the same of him -- to kill him if he ever lost control. Not falter in the answer.]
You have my word that I will not tell a soul about this. And... yes. If you lose control, I will end your existence. If I can.