[She sighs, subconsciously taking a better grip on Rydia's hand. Rydia wouldn't know that having her hand squeezed reminds her of how Raine and Uncle Laguna used to comfort her when she was little. It still works, even now.]
Uncle Laguna wouldn't have left Winhill if I hadn't been kidnapped. I've... I understand that it's better to live in the present and that the past can't be changed, only viewed, even with my power...
[But it's tiresome to always be on the run, to be the person everyone wants to capture and use. She can't ever explain all this to Raine, because honestly, how would that make the older woman feel? Terribly, and there would be nothing she could do about it.]
Maybe things would be different with him here. But it's not. It's like everything's happening all over again.
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Date: 2011-02-05 07:39 pm (UTC)[She sighs, subconsciously taking a better grip on Rydia's hand. Rydia wouldn't know that having her hand squeezed reminds her of how Raine and Uncle Laguna used to comfort her when she was little. It still works, even now.]
Uncle Laguna wouldn't have left Winhill if I hadn't been kidnapped. I've... I understand that it's better to live in the present and that the past can't be changed, only viewed, even with my power...
[But it's tiresome to always be on the run, to be the person everyone wants to capture and use. She can't ever explain all this to Raine, because honestly, how would that make the older woman feel? Terribly, and there would be nothing she could do about it.]
Maybe things would be different with him here. But it's not. It's like everything's happening all over again.
I miss him so much.