[And that provokes anger from Rinoa. She wrenches her hand back and stares at her friend.]
No, I don't! Do you think that if I did, all this would be killing me right now? Do you think I haven't thought about it? Everything she did - the way she got to me - I don't know, Selphie, I got so confused that I couldn't tell what was me and what was her any more. It wasn't a simple takeover. It was... longer. And slower.
What do you want me to say? That I chose to give in? That I should have resisted more - I know that! Maybe deep down inside I'm just a monster, maybe that's it. Maybe they should have killed me, because that's what you do to monsters. That's what they deserve.
[She's crying now, sobbing even. Everything she went through in prison is coming back to her.]
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Date: 2010-09-30 08:37 pm (UTC)No, I don't! Do you think that if I did, all this would be killing me right now? Do you think I haven't thought about it? Everything she did - the way she got to me - I don't know, Selphie, I got so confused that I couldn't tell what was me and what was her any more. It wasn't a simple takeover. It was... longer. And slower.
What do you want me to say? That I chose to give in? That I should have resisted more - I know that! Maybe deep down inside I'm just a monster, maybe that's it. Maybe they should have killed me, because that's what you do to monsters. That's what they deserve.
[She's crying now, sobbing even. Everything she went through in prison is coming back to her.]