[Terra shakes her head a little, gnawing her lip before she tries to elaborate.]
Not exactly. I was...controlled, because of my powers. There was a device Kefka made that caused me to be his puppet; I had no will of my own, and I would attack whoever he wanted killed. I think it happened for years; when the device was removed, I couldn't remember anything about myself at first, but then...I began to remember bits and pieces.
[She winces; those flashbacks are all too clear, to her mind.]
That wasn't the only time, either. I don't personally remember anything about that later attempt at all, but I do know I attacked a good friend and hurt him pretty badly because of it. When I awoke from that, I knew that there was something important that I had forgotten...and then I learned later what I had done.
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Date: 2010-09-21 10:01 pm (UTC)Not exactly. I was...controlled, because of my powers. There was a device Kefka made that caused me to be his puppet; I had no will of my own, and I would attack whoever he wanted killed. I think it happened for years; when the device was removed, I couldn't remember anything about myself at first, but then...I began to remember bits and pieces.
[She winces; those flashbacks are all too clear, to her mind.]
That wasn't the only time, either. I don't personally remember anything about that later attempt at all, but I do know I attacked a good friend and hurt him pretty badly because of it. When I awoke from that, I knew that there was something important that I had forgotten...and then I learned later what I had done.