http://empires-lapdog.livejournal.com/ ([identity profile] empires-lapdog.livejournal.com) wrote in [community profile] mooglenet_backup2010-02-26 01:29 am

[phone call - Quistis]

[Ring, ring. There's a Judge Magister on the line, Quistis.]

[identity profile] herownhero.livejournal.com 2010-02-26 03:38 am (UTC)(link)
[Phone call? Must be business.]

SeeD Trepe speaking.

[identity profile] herownhero.livejournal.com 2010-02-26 04:39 am (UTC)(link)
Oh! Hello, Gabranth. I'm doing fine.

[A bit of an awkward pause.]

... and how are you?

[identity profile] herownhero.livejournal.com 2010-02-26 09:17 am (UTC)(link)
[Her tone turns much more professional]

I'll have to run it by Squall, but I'm sure we could get one of us could do it.
Edited 2010-02-26 09:17 (UTC)

[identity profile] herownhero.livejournal.com 2010-02-26 09:24 am (UTC)(link)
[Her voice softens slightly]

How is Larsa doing?

[identity profile] herownhero.livejournal.com 2010-02-26 09:35 am (UTC)(link)
[There's a small sigh; she expected no less, especially after such a traumatic experience.]

I'm glad he has someone as supportive as you by his side.

[identity profile] herownhero.livejournal.com 2010-02-26 09:49 am (UTC)(link)
It's been... a bit slow. We've had a few missions trickle in, but my services haven't been required yet.

[No, that's not a hint of frustration in her voice.]

[identity profile] herownhero.livejournal.com 2010-02-26 10:08 am (UTC)(link)
[She's glad that this isn't a video conversation, as she's a bit flushed at having been caught. It was unprofessional of her to complain, especially to a potential client!]

A little bit. I'm just not use to such long intervals between missions, but I suppose it's to be expected-- this isn't home, after all.

[There's a bit of surprise at his offer.]

Snow? Sounds much more like Selphie's element. I'm not one to usually take vacations, but... I'll keep your offer in mind. Thank you.

[identity profile] herownhero.livejournal.com 2010-02-26 04:18 pm (UTC)(link)
It's odd when you think about it-- we should be savoring these periods of calm, but instead we just grow restless.

The snow can be beautiful, but it's also so cold. I've lived near the sea for years, so I'm use to warmer weather as well.

[identity profile] herownhero.livejournal.com 2010-02-26 09:37 pm (UTC)(link)
[She grows a bit quiet at his words, mulling over them. For some reason, they carry much more weight to her than she expected, but she shakes it off.]

Mm... sounds like the complete opposite of what you're use to. I take it that it's been difficult to adjust to?

[identity profile] herownhero.livejournal.com 2010-02-26 10:14 pm (UTC)(link)
Oh-- yes, Balamb Garden was situated between the coast and a range of mountains. It was a nice location, since the mountains blocked out the cold from the north and the breeze from the sea maintained a comfortable temperature.

[A small sigh.]

I don't really remember much about my time before Garden, though.

[identity profile] herownhero.livejournal.com 2010-02-27 03:34 am (UTC)(link)
I've been enrolled in Garden since I was ten, though my initial years are a bit hazy in my mind. I... don't have all my memories, unfortunately.

[identity profile] herownhero.livejournal.com 2010-02-27 04:12 am (UTC)(link)
Remember how I told you how we don't need armor in our world, because of the Guardian Forces we use? Their power comes with a price. Because they reside in our mind, they take up the space in our brain which stores memories, so they fade over time. It was always a theory which had never been completely proven until just a while back. In fact, I didn't remember I was an orphan until recently..

[identity profile] herownhero.livejournal.com 2010-02-27 04:24 am (UTC)(link)
It... it's a bit unsettling, yes. Brief flashes of memories come back to my mind every now and then, but they disappear just as quickly. I had been junctioned ever since I became a SeeD, and since I was younger than most cadets I suppose I lost more than others.

[There's a pause as she composes herself.]

But since I'm not junctioned anymore, perhaps the absence of the Guardians will help me regain some of my memories.

[identity profile] herownhero.livejournal.com 2010-02-27 04:42 am (UTC)(link)
[She's surprised by his words-- not only did he listen to her rambling, he's also actually comforting her. It was a foreign feeling, having been heard for once. Though he can't see it, there's a small smile tugging at her lips.]

... Thank you, Gabranth. Your words mean a lot to me.

[identity profile] herownhero.livejournal.com 2010-02-27 08:27 am (UTC)(link)
[She gives a small laugh.]

Don't worry, Gabranth. Your words were comforting. And you're right-- what matters most is that I've become who I am, and knowing the past won't change it. I guess I can't help but be curious if something in my past shaped my personality.

[identity profile] herownhero.livejournal.com 2010-02-27 08:56 am (UTC)(link)
It just gets a bit frustrating at times. Sometimes I feel as though something is sitting on the edge of my mind, but if I think too much about it, it slips away.

[A sigh.]

But there's no use trying to chase something that doesn't want to be pinned down. It probably isn't anything significant, anyways. I'll have to just focus on the future.

[She realizes she's been rambling again, and clears her throat.]

Thank you for taking the time to listen to my problems, Gabranth.
Edited 2010-02-27 08:57 (UTC)

[identity profile] herownhero.livejournal.com 2010-02-27 09:13 am (UTC)(link)
Thank you. I hope you know that the sentiment is returned, if you ever need someone to talk to.

[identity profile] herownhero.livejournal.com 2010-02-27 09:17 am (UTC)(link)
Oh-- don't worry about it, really. I'll let you know if I find out anything about the assassination.

Have a good day, Gabranth.