024 - Rinoa - Voice

[livelyangel.livejournal.com]

I'm back. You can stop worrying now.

[Not that she actually sounds happy, but that's all you're getting.]

[Filtered to SeeDs, Seifer, Laguna, Ellone and Zidane.]

I saw Kuja at the Lunatic Pandora. He - you don't think he could take control of it, do you?

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[livelyangel.livejournal.com]

It's not your fault...

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[winhillstime.livejournal.com]

Is it bad that I almost wish it was just so I would know how to help?

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[livelyangel.livejournal.com]

Maybe so, but I know what you mean. I thought I could help on my own... I could have. But he isn't anywhere.

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[winhillstime.livejournal.com]

I guess... we'll just have to stick together. I'm sorry...

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[livelyangel.livejournal.com]

At least you've still got Raine and Laguna.

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[winhillstime.livejournal.com]

[She sighs.] For now.

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[livelyangel.livejournal.com]

[Rinoa doesn't have anything to say to this.]

...I'm sorry.

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[winhillstime.livejournal.com]

It's not your fault. The whole thing is hard on all of us in different ways. I- [She takes a deep breath so she can get this all out.] I want to go home because I know it's the place we're supposed to be in and everything's the way it should be there, but that doesn't mean I really want to give this up... even with people coming and going so much.

[And then she sighs.] But it's okay. Don't listen to me; I'm just whining now.

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[livelyangel.livejournal.com]

No, you're right. It's not fair! You shouldn't have to choose like that and nor should anyone. I hate it. I hate it so much.

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[winhillstime.livejournal.com]

I wish I knew how to change it.

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[livelyangel.livejournal.com]

You have power over time, can't you...?

[She trails off. Rinoa's not sure what she's asking really - erase everything that happened? Fix it somehow? She doesn't know.]

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[winhillstime.livejournal.com]

[She kind of understands, though.]

All I can do with it is make someone I know in the present experience something in the past. That's all. And I don't even know if it can cross worlds.

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[livelyangel.livejournal.com]

Yeah... And you can't change the past. Even if you wish you could.

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[winhillstime.livejournal.com]

Mhm. We have to live with what we're given, no matter how hard it is to deal with.

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[livelyangel.livejournal.com]

[She sighs.] Yeah.