It... it's a bit unsettling, yes. Brief flashes of memories come back to my mind every now and then, but they disappear just as quickly. I had been junctioned ever since I became a SeeD, and since I was younger than most cadets I suppose I lost more than others.

[There's a pause as she composes herself.]

But since I'm not junctioned anymore, perhaps the absence of the Guardians will help me regain some of my memories.